Sydehney

I’ve been in a relationship with this guy for 5 months now, including the 3 weeks “break” we took from each other. 

I fell too fast, too hard.
I let down the walls of my castle and let him in.
I gave him so much, emotionally and physically.

I compromised my own standards, bargained with God.. All for this guy who doesn’t give two shits about me.

Someone once said “sometimes not being in control is the most beautiful thing in the world”. That person probably had a happy ending.

I still do believe that one day I too, will have my fairytale ending.

Well, to whoever who’s reading, this is my confession I guess. My “dirty little secret” which I’ve been hiding for months now.

And to my Father in Heaven, I’m sorry.