It’s been so long since I’ve updated this space. We’ve gotten back together and broken up so many times since, and it’s kinda pathetic how I keep going back to him.
One year ago on this date, he bailed on our first date. I was pissed! We had our first date all planned out and I really needed him on that date because it was my father’s birthday and he had other things to do. Explained and I was fine with it.
One year down the road.
We’ve been through so much, both bad and good. And we’re back on the 16th of December again. This time we were together (physically. not together, together) We were at camp and he was hanging out with my friends and I. Although we aren’t a couple anymore, it was just really nice to have him there with me. Finally he was doing what a boyfriend should be doing. He was hanging out with my friends and I! Though, I know that all he was doing was being his usual friendly self and nothing more.
I do hope that we have a future, but for now all I can do is put on my poker face and just pretend everything is fine and dandy! :)
Till the next update, xx
